By Adele
Wilde-Blavatsky
To confront a person with his shadow is to show him his own light...Anyone who perceives his shadow and his light simultaneously sees himself from two sides and thus gets in the middle.-Carl Jung
Adele Wilde-Blavatsky |
We are more alike, my friend, than we are unalike. - Maya
Angelou.
The July premiere of the new dramatic monologue 'Younghusband' at The Yard in East London - written and performed by Dominic Francis - opens with the shadow of a human figure projected onto a wall by torchlight. The shadow represents that of Dominic's great-great Uncle, Sir Francis Younghusband. We are at the beginning of a personal journey about the haunting presence of the legacy bequeathed to us by our ancestors and our resultant 'identity'. Like the Buddhist journey of recognising the illusory ego as the enemy within, this is a tale about confronting ghosts.
To those unfamiliar with the history of the British empire or Tibet, Younghusband was a British Army officer, explorer, and spiritual writer. He held the world record for the three hundred yard dash, discovered a new overland route from China to India, and organised the early assaults on Mount Everest. According to his popular biographer, Patrick French, 'despite being a classic Edwardian, full of pomposity and repression, in the post-World War I era, he led the way in outlandish, mystical philosophical and sexual free-thinking.'
In a compelling and emotionally honest performance, Dominic's search for answers about his infamous relative moves from his bedroom, to the supermarket, to a hedonistic holiday in Portugal, interspersed with him writing a series of cathartic letters (as encouraged by his homeopath therapist) which are mysteriously answered with some telegrams from Sir Francis himself. His first letter opens with an accusation:
Basically, it's your fault. All this bad karma that's been
going on. If you hadn't started that thing with the Tibetans then none of this
might have happened.
Dominic reveals how as a child, he sought out Younghusband's forgotten but
prolific writings (nearly thirty books) in second-hand bookshops because 'I was
proud too, without really knowing why. My name connected me to the past, a
direct line. But what was real and what was just story?' A moment of revelation
comes at the age of seventeen, when Dominic discovers Patrick French's popular
biography, Younghusband: The Last Great Imperial Adventurer. After
reading this it dawns on Dominic that:
it's getting harder to ignore the facts. In many ways,
you're quite a disappointing hero.... I suppose I'm trying to work out a common
theme, a thread running through all our lives. Mine, yours, dad's. Something
about not reaching our full potential. (It seems absurd, saying that, given
your many achievements.) I mean a frustration, an anxiety. About a life lost.
In 1904, Younghusband was the leader of a small diplomatic mission that
turned into a full-scale military
massacre and invasion of the vast unexplored country: Tibet.
Younghusband maintains that the onslaught arose after the Tibetans commenced
battle with the first shot fired by a Tibetan general. The Tibetan accounts
differ claiming that the British tricked the general into extinguishing his
troops' fuses and that once this was done the British began shooting first
anyway, the fatal shot from the general's pistol only occurring once battle had
been joined. At first, Younghusband's account seems like a classic case of
imperial denial. However, as Tenzin Wangyal wrote:
'Tibetan-ness is not synonymous with moral superiority or righteousness.'
Despite the predominant 'Shangri-la' myth of Tibetans as enlightened beings
without any aggression, faced with an invasion by a foreign army perhaps
Younghusband was not being entirely dishonest here, the Tibetan general simply
acted in self-defence. Saying so doesn't even necessarily entail that such the
myth contains no element of truth either; the truth never lies
down and act dead.
The sound of firing continues for the length of time it
would take six successive cups of hot tea to cool. - a Tibetan survivor
After which we are left with nothing but the cold body count, deadpanly
declared by Dominic as: 628 Tibetans and 0 British fatalities. Some estimates
of the Tibetan casualties overall are far higher, running into the thousands.
Whatever the true figure, the facts remain undeniable. Even after this rampant
onslaught, the British demanded various trading benefits from the Tibetans;
including 7.5 million Indian rupees compensation which would be repaid in 1979,
three years after Dominic's birth. What of the 'light' in this shadowy event? Dominic undertakes an exploratory trek to a mountain top which peaks with his own personal epiphany of Younghusband's profound transformation in his encounter with Tibetans, their religion and culture; not only regretting his actions but also becoming a life-long advocate for 'free love', peace and reconciliation. This is the romantic version. One reviewer wrote of Younghusband that: 'he played at these things, he played earnestly and (mostly) honestly, but ultimately with only a shallow understanding.'
'You can no longer say: 'I don't want to have anything to do
with my father; I'm too angry.' In fact, you are the continuation of your
father. The only thing you can do is reconcile yourself with him. He is not out
there, apart from you - he is in you. Peace is possible only with this
knowledge and reconciliation.' Thich Naht Hahn
Observing the lone figure of a 21st Century western man at the peak of his
life struggling to combine a sense of pride, understanding and compassion for
his relative's actions was a humbling experience. Now, the Tibetan people have
been undergoing a brutal colonisation by the Chinese government for several
decades. More soul-searching accounts like Dominic's are needed. As Priyamvada
Gopal recently wrote:
'Undoing imperial amnesia will enable us to flesh out
Britain's "island story" towards a more honest account of how Britain
came to be what it is today, socially and economically.'
Samsara ('khorwa' in Tibetan) means endlessly circling round in the cycle of
cause and effects of our thoughts, words and actions, until we liberate
ourselves from the root of this cyclic suffering. Whether or not we believe in
the truth of samsara, to attain genuine reconciliation and liberation, it is
necessary to expose the awfulness, the abuse, the hurt, the truth. Such an
undertaking is a risky but in the end it is worthwhile, because only an honest
confrontation with reality can bring real healing. Dominic deserves applause
and recognition for sharing his 'confrontation'. And the moral of the story?
Whatever happened that fateful day in 1904, it resonates onwards into eternity
for the Tibetans, the British and ultimately, all of us. Thus, we owe it to
ourselves to tread bravely yet gently, for our footprints remain in the dirt
for a long, long time.
NOTE--Adele
Wilde-Blavatsky is a writer, poet and activist who has spent the last few years
commuting between London and India to study
Buddhist Philosophy and the Tibetan language. She is currently working as a volunteer
at the Dharmshala based Tibetan Centre for Human Rights and Democracy-TCHRD. This article was initially published on Huffington Post, and re-posted on Tibet Telegraph with permission from the author.
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